The void

The void
I taste my heart beat in my mouth Listen to my hollow veins Feel the silence throughout my corpse Slicing through reality I’d rather hear the screams
Then nothing at all My hair thick with blood Wounds deeper then before Crooked smile on my face Pain I can’t even remember But deep within my body A tired haze and sore limbs My mind is blocked with scabs of hate Death feeling closer to me then I thought Cuts that amounted to nothing Nothing but decoration
The one thing I did not forget…
You never even saw me

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cursedI never wanted this more then just the liquer nothing good enough I needed something thicker tasting myself so i wouldnt have to do it to others pulsing veins were the only things to see holding back the urges I knew what was to become of me I needed to survive Still ashamed I took my first life so fulfilling yet still so empty always thirsty always lonely hiding in shadows of sin things i told myself id never do again But always hungry for more finding weakness leaving a past life behind giving in like i always do hop cursed
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Stainedspoonfed with nightmares tucked-in with sin knowing He would come the way it has always been hearing the door creek hiding under a dirty sheet forcing me down beyond normal fear Heavy with thick hands "it will be alright my dear" questions always unawnsered bruises disqiuesed by lies threats so i would never tell
a secret too deep to bleed ruining any chance i had to live never ok with what He did She was a coward Denying what was real cutting away the memorys some scars never heal taller and darker now when finally i could Stained
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untitledYou wouldnt even answer Your lips forbidden from what i used to taste How i licked the blood off your busted lip Held you until you stopped crying You old me i made it better But i didnt i guess Dark hair that i used to comb through With hands that used to do more then hold a blade to my throat You even turned away All those promises lost... And the only thing left are the memories Memories that burn Memories that cut Ones I cant stop All the things i did wrong
things i wish had gone better But ones i think of everyday no matter how many ti untitled
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ForeverForever, have I lost you? You’re fading from my sight. Can you not see we’re falling? We’re dying in the night. My heart is yours, Forever, I’ll never turn away. I’ll wait for you to find me. I’ll try to make you stay.
You promised me, Forever, To make our hearts as one. Did you forget, Forever, To tell me we were done? Forever, will you hold me, And sooth my heart to sleep? Tell me again, Forever, That I’m the one you’ll keep.
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The lies they tellTake away all this hurt
Take away all this pain Take away my soul and Make me tame
In my moments of sanity I lose all hope No place to come back to No way to cope...
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No way to help I cannot atone
My shredding morals My fading mind I am lost forever I am not here to find
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They grab me cruely They make me numb With their injection, Sleep must come
A The lies they tell
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tired of life

Wed Jul 13, 2005, 8:28 PM

everysingle days the same... i never get anything out of it that i want.. im always dissapointed and i regret everthing...i cant get over little things.... it makes me sad when others are happy.... im paranoid and tired of life pretty much.. nothing to write about....just everything is never satisfying and it gets old and quick....i can never be who i want to be and i know that people say that a lot but its like everything i want is nothing i have and it seems like its always like that for me.....most of the friends i have are gone not that i had that many to begin with... im not into self mutilation shit anymore so i guess thats good/..... im doing better off medication then on it that stuff made things worse..and ALL I DO IS COMPLAIN about the stuff i dont have but its hard not to seeing people so happy with things or whining over like one tiny thing and theni have to go home and deal my shit.. and im a hypocrate cause i do the exact same thing.... if i could get over things itd be easier but i still have so many memorys that are making it worse and they shouldnt be.i spend more time analyzing things then trying to make things right and i guwess i have nothing to complain about i feel stupid i guess i am but whateveri want to be so much different but im stuck in the reality that this is my life and its not going to get much better.

im sorry for who ever reads this i doubt anyone will but dont feel u have to respond because im kinda venting to no one here most of this is pretty random and stupid...

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`Tepara Jan 14, 2009, 2:15:17 PM

Aww. you were my first ever watcher and you are no longer around

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`Tepara May 9, 2006, 7:43:53 AM

You have been tagged, please go read my journal for more information

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~CryingDove Jul 4, 2005, 4:11:23 AM

YOU HAVE BEEN HUGGED by ~CryingDove
RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You can't hug the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- hug at least 6 other people
4- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon... don't be scared of public displays of affection

5- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
-P.S. Hey! try some random people to spread more of the DA love around!

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~sophOcleszia Jun 27, 2005, 1:23:08 PM

thanks a lot for the comments sweety!Ü

glad u liked some of my works as well.. even the hand art on fushigu yuugi, though it's not quite finished yet.

Mwuahz!

thanks for all the appreciation, it feels good to know i've been affirmed.

takecare and jah bless u always..