everysingle days the same... i never get anything out of it that i want.. im always dissapointed and i regret everthing...i cant get over little things.... it makes me sad when others are happy.... im paranoid and tired of life pretty much.. nothing to write about....just everything is never satisfying and it gets old and quick....i can never be who i want to be and i know that people say that a lot but its like everything i want is nothing i have and it seems like its always like that for me.....most of the friends i have are gone not that i had that many to begin with... im not into self mutilation shit anymore so i guess thats good/..... im doing better off medication then on it that stuff made things worse..and ALL I DO IS COMPLAIN about the stuff i dont have but its hard not to seeing people so happy with things or whining over like one tiny thing and theni have to go home and deal my shit.. and im a hypocrate cause i do the exact same thing.... if i could get over things itd be easier but i still have so many memorys that are making it worse and they shouldnt be.i spend more time analyzing things then trying to make things right and i guwess i have nothing to complain about i feel stupid i guess i am but whateveri want to be so much different but im stuck in the reality that this is my life and its not going to get much better.
im sorry for who ever reads this i doubt anyone will but dont feel u have to respond because im kinda venting to no one here most of this is pretty random and stupid...
tired of life
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you should learn to let things go. sure it sucks at times...and about those stupid (and big) problems....its life. its what was put on us. we have our trials....each problem another trial. some are worse then others. but it is in the past. (though some problems are in present or i n progress...all you have to do is fight it.) but as for the past....unless you me or anoyone else is going to make a time machine. then let it go. there is no point worrying about it if there is NOTHING you can or will be able to do about it....so just forget about it. it wont affect tomorow. your just letting your life run you instead of you running your life....you need to change that. your not alone. me and you may not talk much....but i think your an amazing person...and you can talk to me...or vent in a note that will take me an hour to read if you want to. i love helping people. and you can trust me....with ANYTHING!
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"The start of faith is disbelief
Love begins alone
Ecstasy is loss' child
Everstill is never's soul"
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"The start of faith is disbelief
Love begins alone
Ecstasy is loss' child
Everstill is never's soul"
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